Tearjerkers

Why now?
why now, when i need you not,
why now, when i have another sought?
why now, when i love another,
you say we are made for each other?
why now, when i love you no more,
you say you want me evermore?
why now, when i'm so torn
you pretend to be lovelorn?
why now, you say you want me back,
strength to resist is all i lack?
why now, when loyalty is a necessity
you fill my heart with pity?
why now, when i ceased to care,
you give me reason to be aware?
why now, when it's too late
you want us to finally relate?
why now, when i have to say "good-bye",
you propose hopes that are so high?
Why now?
Why now?



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Loving you gives me nothing but pain.
My insanity lies in the fact that
I would go through as much pain as it takes,
just to be with you.
That's how much i love you
That's how much i need you..

introspection

Have you ever sat in a room full of people chattering away to you and others, and just for a moment experienced emptiness followed by a gush of thoughts completely different ?
I have.
I told Sarah just today that i've never written a poem in my life.
I don't know whether to call it a poem, but this is just something I wrote during my 10th grade, when I was seated in a never-ending chemistry class. I think that chemistry class happened to be right after a wonderful 40 minutes of studying Julius Caesar. So obviously, I was inspired. lol.


It's so quiet around
as the noise plugs my ears,
it's so dark around
as the array of colours veils my eyes,
it's strange how the being is capable
of isolating and blocking out.
Even as i am bound to my seat,
there's no leash on my mind.