Sunday, April 09, 2006

Tearjerkers

Why now?
why now, when i need you not,
why now, when i have another sought?
why now, when i love another,
you say we are made for each other?
why now, when i love you no more,
you say you want me evermore?
why now, when i'm so torn
you pretend to be lovelorn?
why now, you say you want me back,
strength to resist is all i lack?
why now, when loyalty is a necessity
you fill my heart with pity?
why now, when i ceased to care,
you give me reason to be aware?
why now, when it's too late
you want us to finally relate?
why now, when i have to say "good-bye",
you propose hopes that are so high?
Why now?
Why now?



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Loving you gives me nothing but pain.
My insanity lies in the fact that
I would go through as much pain as it takes,
just to be with you.
That's how much i love you
That's how much i need you..

10 comments:

Anonymous said...

From where do u get these poems ? ?..infakt frm where does evry1 get them frm ? ? ? ?


Mohit

jo said...

jan u completely rock at poetic stuff.. i've told u dis b4ore also..well the poem was *cheers* but da 1 whu it is for *no comments*.. so dont u dare even tink of "him" again.... as cuckud said its not worth .. n even u no it yaa.. can't c u dis way stupid gurl... luvvvvvvv yaaaaaa.... mwah..

Anonymous said...

SOOOO freakin true!! damn...why now!! it always happens..god...dat is soo depressing...n in d end were left wid so much pain...n den once we're almost over d hurt...he changes n suddenly we're in d same mess all over agn...oh well...still awesum piece of writing...i loved it...n agn something alot of us can realte too...u cheer up gal..not ur fault!!

Jan said...

yayzz! i rock!! haha.
not to worry peepz..i wrote that in a flow..started it when i was talkin to meenal n tellin her everythin :P. it does'nt mean nethin to me now. i'm so over it. n i promise i will not do anythin i'll regret :).
joooo...thanks man!! lappppuuu..
gailie dats so true man..this is not d first time i'm goin thru dis stuff :|. but hell wid it..i know exactly wat i want n wat i hafta do !! :D

p.s : I WROTE IT OK!! haha..*randomness*
mwahhhss

Jan said...

on n BTW..incase some idiots like meenal thot so, the two poems r not related :D. i wrote d second one sometime in december, when i ws a lil too crazy. (i found it in the back of my business egister :P.) and the second one i wrote day before..wen i ws talkin on d fone.
but both of them r nuthin but a poem written by me..dats it.
cheers

Sarah said...

This poem is beautiful...i understand this completely..jus amazing..
Jan..and the love bit was also really incredible..
Excuse the blahness..very bored..
cheers hun..u've got talent
mwwaahhhhzz

Jan said...

<:D thanks sarah! i love the 'love bit' too :)..

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Anonymous said...

soi finally read it and i wa slike woho..wht is up with all these surprises..allof u r lik esooo goood!anyways just wnated to tell u..dunt be blah bout any loser..coz no matter what theyre stilll dogs!!!muah

Jan said...

hehe..thanks a bunch Naus..u r d definition of sweety!! :D
muahh